I was laying there,
On the grass filled with frost
crystal drops were trying to grasp my naked body,
I couldn't feel any thing,
I try to focus on the non starry sky,
But I couldn't
From the distance I can hear the fire works
different smoky colors,
My fingers are numb
Still I can feel something in my hand,
What, what is that?
I try to place my palm above my eye,
I couldn't, moved my head to one direction.
It is a balloon, parts of a broken balloon,
Got a glance with the fire works back drop,
was in green? was it blue?
What was that that kick,
Sick, sick, I am sick..
Blood is clotting in my mouth,
I can feel that,
I am melting.
Or is it the nightmare?
The single bell hanging in my tiny chamber window whispered 'yes'
Something touched my bare foot, a broken balloon?
Who betrayed me in my dreams???